Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @10:28 AM
yikkes, i have chinese listening compre later, im gonna to smear anointing oil on my ears. haha!i screwed my a math paper real bad, i was trying out some of the qns i couldnt do yesterday and those that i did, and i realised i got my ans wrong. sigh.. it's so frustrating, coz you know you could do it but then, you couldnt. that really sucks.i was dissapointed la, i dont deny coz i studied for it. but oh well, it's over, there's always next time. and when i start doing well for amath, it's really God's grace.im dissapointed also coz i didnt get pbb, i feel so exploited. i mean it's 4 days, no joke! i was mad when i got the results and my talk about burning down gb hq, haha im not doing that even though i felt like it. reason, just coz i know vengence is the Lord's. hohoand last week and last last week was a really really dry period. i really didnt feel like doing anything,like i just get depressed easily for no reason. im so glad im out of it alr. and stronger than before. and when i talk to people around me, i feel so blessed. i mean i dont struggle with stuff they struggle with and it makes me so much more joyful even after listening and pouring my overflow into their lives. im not empty, infact more filled. and it's just so amazing to see people, after talking to you, get out of their shell and start being a lil happier again. i guess it's the power of God. it's just so awesome! i really cant describe it, but i guess you have to feel it yourself. and sat was really good, for me. serious.i feel this security once again, and i know he can do mighty things for me, in me and through me.!HE will!even though i feel dissapointed over things that happen, esp for amath, but it's just a weird kinda joy inside me that's keeping me up and expecting greater and better things. and mummy argued with me over lame stuff, idk im taking my hands off, im submitting coz when im not in control, i know someone greater is and when he is, i know all is well :) i mean sometimes i argue with my parents and stuff, but i learn something from it. haha i know this is matured thinking, shocking to some people ;Pexcited for the zone concert! ive never been for a hillsong conference, but who cares, HE can buy back my kyros time. so again i say , as he is so am i in this world! a thousand may fall at my side, ten thousand at my right but they shall not come near mei ask, believe and i receive!