Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @3:31 PM
i guess im just writing here because i have nothing better to do now. heh
but anw, i havent blogged since like forever? there's so much to say i definitely wont write everything here. israel was awesome, really. look at the pictures on facebook, they paint a thousand words!
i did not get the results i wanted, but praise God i didn't because now i enjoy sa so much. everything tht has happened has taught me to trust him so much more and how little and inadequate i can actually be, how helpless i actually am. i can't hve everything my way, i can't expect everything to fall in place the way i plan it but i know one thing's for sure, that HE can't fail me. as long as HE is with me, come what may, i have a bigger God behind me. whatever cca i join and subjects i take will be good because God says it is! as i got out of bed this morning i was asking myself this: if i believe only because i can rationalise something or i can see it and understanding how it can happen OR i believe because God SAYS SO. so many times i delude myself thinking that i can actually do it but i was so ashamed this morning because i know how ive been thinking. so now, repentence=changing my mind towards grace. amen :)
ps lian said that it doesnt matter what yr this is, whether the tiger or the chicken or whatever. the lion of Judah will have the final say in my life! amen to that. recently church has been so good,not that it never was but it feels all so different, a new level, a new intensity. the bible studies w dajie and coach, the feeding at main service, the feeding i get at arrow! it's overwhelming! we are destined to reign and we cant help it. we couldnt choose our life but jesus chose it, he chose the life that reigns, he chose the one that conquers and that is ours.
i am going to watch titanic now! haha like what the heck right.. but ehh my mum had a revelation about titanic and noah's ark. School tmr!Labels: you're all i need