'gah! i dont feel like studying and doing homework, i just want to stay at home one day and sleep all the way.. at service today i was sleepy too but p.prince was cracking jokes so i didnt get to sleep :D
i dk but i feel that they're exploiting us all the way. like we put in our effort into things, even though not very willingly but we still produce the results and this really pissed us off. thanks for recognizing the contribution we've made.. i mean it's saddening to think this is the way we're gonna end everything and for the sweat and tears all this time
tsk tsk, why cant we even have that bit more of recognition and appreciation..
yea thank God i saw coach lily and coach pat today and i told them abit and she said 'recognition is the lord's' yes, otherwise i'll blow :(
anw, it was enrolment service today, imagine how early i have to wake up and i really did nothing much.. and there's school tmr
o levels are like soon but i still dont feel like studying..how?!?!
i really dk but this week has been hectic and i just feel like taking a long long sleep without having to think of waking up the next day, i wish i was back in sec1, with everything i want (and i will still get, yes amen!) and lying in bed, watching tv and maybe eating every holiday. watching my 'tou long zhuang feng pr huan zhu ge ge'. come to think of it, i havent watched them in like dont know how long already...
yea, i wish there was this time machine and i can go back in time, where there's no stress, not so much disspointment and no exploitation! that's the best part!!
the government must be so glad to have me as a singaporean, or rather my parents. they were so pro- government lah! i supported earth hour okayy! they switched off all the lights and made me and jonathan switch off our computer but the best part is, they switched on the air con! hahah:D worse right
and they had two candles in the kitchen -_-
today has been quite a horrible day :( i'm dead tired and there's enrolment service tmr, means i'll be in school for 12 days straight, waking up early every single day.......what is this man!?!?
i saw the senior's team pd today, no way they could have gotten a cop with that! it was way too good, the judges must have been corkedeye or something and like i was telling chelsea, they must thank God i wasnt there otherwise i think i'll wreak havoc. LOL LOL
but cop lehh, what is this!?!?
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there's just something about me that doesnt go well with the chemistry lab. i was there for practical again, with madeline this time and we were doing this experiment about the speed of reaction. and we were stirring our hcl while waiting for the magnesium to completely dissolve and her thermometer made a hole in the boiling tube. then after awhile while i was stirring i suddenly felt my shirt getting wet and i looked down and realized my boiling tube also broke :S (again) but this time it was so quiet we could just throw it away.anyway 2 people broke stuffs in the same chem lab i was in yesterday. there' just something about that chem lab, like seriously..
but in both situations, i was bailed out, even though it's a small thing, but it reassured me (:
yea, hahah know i slept for 10 hours yesterday! i was waiting to watch the tv at 9 and i had completed all my hw at 8+ so i decided to read the newspaper on my bed ! (bad idea) until i fell asleep and i woke up at 10+. :/ the show already ended:S so i went back to sleep and woke up a few times here and there and replied smses. hahah! not bad huh, i managed to reply with clarity of mind. (: usually i'll just type nonsense and maybe the words wont even come out. hahah:D
and and, i finally really listened and didnt joke during science tuition today. i usually crap around with michelle (tutor) but today, i was serious kay!! hahah got improvement ehh..
and i'm gonna to do my geog homework now despite the fact that miss samantha lim lost my assignments and had the bold cheek to fail me for my assignments! :S tsk
and my extended lessons test also.
Labels: what i want he will provide, whatever you give to Him will be well taken care of
it's gonna be supernaturally natural (:
anyway, i joined integ for chem prac today since i dropped pure chem. and i was sitting with giang hwee and we were doing this experiment (speed of reaction) and as i was talking to her, i hit the measuring cylinder and it fell and broke! i was like omg, and i me and giang hwee just stared at it for about a second before i saw bridgette shouting across ' throw away, throw away!' and then valerie (beside me) came over, threw the glass pieces away and the measuring cylinder under the bench. then me and giang hwee just kept laughing! because they seemed so experienced with this and their reation was so fast. hahahah XD oh man! but it's favour coz even though tohweiseng was in the lab, he didnt hear.
and the next thing, he was standing beside sarah and she she broke the measuring cylinder and he gave her the pink paper to make her pay.. :/
wth..means that tohweiseng isnt deaf, it's favor man! LOL
but anyway, i went to sarah and took the paper and talked to tohweiseng and he forgot about it :D:D:D
yay! i did something nice
and lsp wanted to meet us for pbb test and the test was like.... those qns you really must study for and memorize, and obviously we didnt. coz most of us forgot, or rather it was so last min. yea and afterdoing i looked up and she looked at me and then she came me ' what' look so i just mouthed ' i dont know' and then she continued. and when going through, she was nice until she said ' not like rachel, came without studying. nothing in the head and nothing in the hand' TSK!EXCUSE ME!
why would i camp at gb blog for no particular reason man?! i'm not angry seriously, hahaha i got joy (: but she was like grrrrrr...
and coz of that test, i missed tuition which i have to make up on sat evening so my whole saturday's gone. prelims in the morning, gb in the afternoon and tuition at night. how sad right? that's sec 4 life :S
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I LOVE THESE PEOPLE(:school has been rather okay for the past two days (: tat's something good.
and i ponned pe today.. i really hope everything will be fine. hope = confident expectation of good
yea and yesterday this director from MTI came and he was supposed to tell us more about globalisation (ss topic) and then he told us so much about the economic crisis. he went like 'since the last crisis in 2002, it took 5 years before every household in singapore got back... this crisis is even worse, it will take at least or more than 5 years before...... this is worse..this is the worst ever recorded in singapore's history...' and as he was crapping, this thought suddenly struck me that hey, even though everything looks so bleak but we're in the world and not of the world! while the waves are crashing outside, 'my family and me, we're just going to lie in jesus's arms and this year is a year of the free favors and whatever we want, ask and receive! yay :D:D:D:D:D that's the life i'm gonna to live. ask, believe, it is mine!
anyway, samantha lim didnt come today so mr wang relieved our class. and he gave us this geog worksheet that i michelle, me, kuenkuen and shiyun really didnt feel like doing so we all just held our pen, write our names and stone. but seriously, it was partly coz we didnt bring our textbook so how to do a question on the chapter she has never taught!?!?! ít's not the student have not learnt, it's the teacher have not taught =p
LOL
english and chinese was fun, dark, cosy and cold = sleep
but i didnt sleep okay!! =p
I FOUND MY EZ-LINK! :d
turns out that it was with paulyn for the whole week. haha truely God is in the lost and found department and it has jesus blood over it (:
today, we were supposed to celebrate eunice's birthday so i woke up a little earlier than usual, about 6+ and we were all there and eunice overslept! aiyo, so we spent the whole time talking rubbish and crapping and gb today was kinda boring :/
i feel so sad for senior team, but they gave all they had lah(: it's all that matters
and it's sherrie's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRIE!
and we got her 16 donuts and the unblowable candles. not bad huh the idea..but i feel so bad after saying something but there's no condemnation i know, but..idk, just feel really bad and i want what i say to be a fountain of life, to say the right things at the right time..
yea
anw, dare was fun(: as usual and know, my chem still not bad lehhh! hahaha:D
in exactly one month's time, it's gonna be my birthday. somehow i just dont feel 16, i still feel 14
that's weird but i dont mind being that young all the time
yeap anyway, i kinda run out of things to talk about so yea, i'll chao now
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I LOST MY EZ-LINK :(
i lost my ezlink since like how many days back but i officially lost it today coz i really cant find it anywhere. hmm wonder if that's a good thing or not.. i mean maybe it's a good thing coz i can finally change my photo but it's a bad thing coz now people cant see how much i've been transformed from glory to glory. hah! :D
anyway, p.prince said before that God is in the lost and found department so yeap!
and i have straight hair !
just for 1 more hour. haha went to trim my hair coz it looks so dead and the lady straighten it for me. woohoo! but i'm gonna have to tie up my hair later and of course need to bathe lah, so of course...:/
but i really dont mind my hair if it was abit straighter and neater
haha! today's the last day of holidays and i still have incomplete hw, anw dont bother lah..there'll be time tmr and sunday.
hah! yesterday i didnt go out for ls outing to watch the movie and my mum said i was good (:
haha earning my parent's trust once again
but i seriously wish holidays were longer. but i've been so slack, other than going for tuition i havent done much. and science tuition isnt really tuition coz michelle (tutor) is always making me laugh and she laughs at things that are not funny !! -.- but she's really a blessing to me lah (:
but math is okay lah, i mean sometimes it's so boring that i feel like sleeping, but everytime i go there, i just keep eating and eating and eating :( * definitely not good *
i look weird in this one.. anyways..
what's my dear friend doing man?!?!
yay ! kuenkuen and paulyn :D
we are the super talented actresses okay! hahahaXD
this is chelsea kissing me !!! HAHAHAHA. take a closer look lah, we're not les
i love this man! the toilet also (:
me and chelsea slacking on our jobs. hoho :Di still miss camp alot alot! :(
how unbelievable that i can actually miss going for camp.. but this one is really 'thumbs up! '
anyway, went for server's meeting on tuesday night and p.keith was really really funny and seriously i received alot alot (:
yeap and then i asked mummy whether i could go for supper and she said okay but she only told me not to be back to late. so went for supper with the rest and at 11 she smsed me and asked what time i would be back and gave me 3 missed calls. so i called her back and she screamed into my ear. she was like 'it's already 11! you still dont want to come home issit. you want everyone to wait for you issit. i want you to take a cab home right now! ' so i was like, okay. i left and took a cab home. haha and someone blessed me with $10 :D:D
wow
anyway dont be afraid of blessings right? so i prayed that everything would be alright and when i reached home, miraculously, mummy didnt say anything. just nagged abit and it was over. praise God huh (: yeap
miraculous.
alright, i didnt really blog about the camp so here it is.
day 1 of the camp, i woke up feeling so crappy. i didnt want to go for camp and i was dragging my feet at the same time trying to memorize as many italian terms as i could. i had theory exam the same day you see. haha and yeap. so when i reached school, i saw the whole pioneer team already there polishing their boots and i was like okayyy..
and then there was nothing much actually and left for exam with qian ning. her mum is so so sweet can! haha yeap and i thought the paper was rather okayy so i'm gonna stand and see my salvation come XD
anw, then me and qianning and her mum went .............................................................................. (cannot say..shhh! it's a secret between the both of us) hahaha
yeap and then went back to school and this jedidiah kept making me laugh. grrrr.. but 'most of the time we were slacking on our jobs lah hehe.
that explains the number of pictures we took on my fb.and the next day, it was my turn to plan games and it had to rain. so we played the bonus round which is to transport water as fast as they can using cups with holes and we totally sabo-ed the befrienders by making their hole so big, by the time they reached, the water was also gone. and it was so funny to see their reaction especially when they put the water in their mouth also. then me and chelsea were like 'ehh! rainwater leh..dont drink leh' but they just ignored. and the skit was the best best besttessstt part!
i totally enjoyed it. the preparation was so fun :D
but my legs really hurt from so much of the pushing and falling (:
and the last day, this sec 1 guy didnt want to eat chee chong fan and that was the only thing left since it's the last day. and we counted wrongly so we took his packet..lol but he didnt want to eat what..and then a can of tuna just popped out of no where and this jedidiah again..
opened the can of tuna and poked a fork on top. looked so much like cat food and the guy just looked at it and said he didnt want to eat. i mean seriously, it looks really really bad lah! :S
yeap but i had fun lah. hehe :)
these two days has been quite alright for me so far. other than alot of tuition which is quite fun coz my teachers are kinda like my friends nowadays. i mean i know them for so long already what..
yeap and i'm leaving for science tuition soon.
oh and today i was listening to p.prince sermons on the bus and he was so funny as usual and he made me laugh in the bus. i was so embarrassed and i was trying so hard to contain my laughter. hahahahXD he is one anointed guy seriously and i also want that anointing. haha amen
alright, i'm signing off
:D :D :D
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POST CAMP BLUES ! :(
im back from camp! but this is the best gb camp ever ever! :D
coz there's no ____ and no full u!
haha and coz we're in committee and we really bonded quite alot with each other and the sec 3 bb boys.
haha and wenchong said this is the only camp that we have so much time left over ( which is a good thing)
camwhoring pictures are on facebook :D:D
have been worried about some stuffs lately.. i mean í have seen my 30 fold blessing in every area but sometimes i still am.. that's a bad point i admit. but today, i just felt really really comforted and encouraged when i heard pastor prince and how much the powerful weapons that i have will conquer it. and i'll just stand and watch my miracle come. i mean it's a really really good thing and really lor, jesus is good (: and i'm just thankful that whatever i'm trusting him for will come to pass. i'll receive everything i need from him and yea that's all. (:
and there's like more peace now esp after i took a nap in the afternoon. haha i really uds what pastor mark means when just resting and God wil reveal things and revelations to you. and there's peace (:
yay yay haha and i blog myself happy :D:D
i'm beginning to see my 30 fold blessings in my life, in every single area. and i'm believing for that 100 fold (:
i'm sure it'll come
wanted to upload pictures of mr sim but my comp cant find my phone or my phone cant find my comp. any way it's not working :/
jogathon's tmr but i really dont feel like going. all i feel like doing now is to stay at home and sleep all i can
haha
and there's gb on sat :/ but there's dare :D
i dont mind gb but i dont like the idea that it's on a sat morning. i rather it be on a weekday, at least i get my weekends free