praise God i got a1 for math! omg, i;ve never gotten a1 ever for math. only term 1 in sec 1. even at streaming, it was an a2. it was so good!
haha i was so happy yesterday, not only happy but elated. i got a2 for ss but i didnt too well for english. like i was so sad coz of my english results. i mean, yes the paper was difficult but that's no excuse to not do well right?
and i really expected alot higher. and my friends knew i was kinda upset about it.
but this song just popped up in my mind. esp the part 'i'll not be dismayed nor will i be afraid'.
i guess it's just jesus telling me to keep resting in him and trust him the God kinda results, the solid good results at THE exam. and ya la, i felt so assured after that. and i rmbed coach pat saying 'do you want your paper to be good or do you want it to be anointed?'
of course anointed la. good can only bring you this far, but an anointed paper is not only going to bring you that distance. it'll bring you further. it was really so assuring :)
though i walk through water and i walk through fire
i'll not be dismayed nor will i be afraid
you will deliver
you will provide
your arm is mighty to save
though i walk through moments of weakness and pain
your faithfulness rises as sure as the sun
you are my shepherd
you know me by name
you carry me in your arms
im not my own
i am bought with a price
hidden in you i know victory is mine
i will give thanks jesus
i'll guard my heart
as you fight my battles speak peace to the storm
hallelujah
hey, this is a really short revelation.
youknow like i just felt the holy spirit telling me to not let anyone define who and how good jesus is.
people can be testimonies but they never define the goodness of God. you(i) define his goodness.
'who do you say i am?'
'you are the Christ, the son of the living God'
beautifull:)
im excited about israel, really
The love of God is greater far
Than tongue or pen can ever tell
It goes beyond the highest star
And reaches to the lowest hell
The guilty pair, bowed down with care
God gave His Son to win
His erring child He reconciled
And pardoned from his sin
Could we with ink the ocean fil
And were the skies of parchment made
Were every stalk on earth a quill
And every man a scribe by trade
To write the love of God aboveWould drain the ocean dry
Nor could the scroll contain the whol
Though stretched from sky to sky
Hallelujah [3x]O love of God,
how rich and pure!
How measureless and strong!
It shall forevermore endure
The saints' and angels'
i really received so much today. like really :)
HE just knew where i was and he just brought me out again. i've been thinking about things, about my next step.
what should i do next year etc. and if it comes, how am i supposed to respond. my mind nearly blew up and this morning was so refreshing. and pastor dan was leading worship today and he said 'we dont know what's gonna happen tmr, but we know who holds tmr'. truthfully, im afraid of what's gonna happen after i graduate. the amazing friends i have now might not be with me for the rest of my life. and others too. but what pastor dan said was so cool! i mean dont let the world define cool for us, THIS is cool. having full assurance that jesus holds my tmr, holds my future and everything else. and he makes everything fall nicely into place in the correct season. my friends might not walk beside me all my life, but i know someone will :)
plus level session yesterday was so awesome. the arrow leaders came down and i asked for my double portion. aggressive rest is something the leaders told me, of course there are others but those are just for me to enjoy. HAHA
it's not only rest ehh, but aggressive!
how timely esp when amath is tmr.
and coach lily's birthday card turned out beautiful. praise God! i was praying in tongues while making it la. i really could not have done it on my own, the highest i ever got for art was b3! how pathetic..sigh. but it does not matter anymore!
all i can say is im blessed where i am, im feeding and im growing
beautiful ehh? haha i photoshopped it. it's really gorgeous! :)
havent been blogging in a long time. but i just had that sudden urge to come back after doing amath.
this week really has been a good one, i mean even with all the exams im still in rest. so it's a good thing, really. last saturday at connect's p&w, there was this song that i particularly liked. 'first love' but the only part i remember is 'because you first loved me, jesus you will always be, you will always be, my first love'. someone told me this before.
infactuation : a fleshly desire
like : is like a crush
love : choice.
and the amazing thing is, jesus loved me. he chose to. i mean it's just so awesome isn't it. even in all my bad-ness and ugliness, he still chose to. it's really cool.
and sermon yesterday was really anointed. pastor josh said that God is so big and he holds the whole universe in the palm of his hands. and when we look at it this way, we are so small, so minute. we are not even the size of an ant, not even an atom. but he chose to leave his throne and come down to just save me, love me and bless me.
that's the only reason why im so deeply in love with him, the one who died for me!
i was just listening to 'fall afresh on me' after doing all the amath (it's not really my forte so yeah..) and there's this sentence 'you set your heart on me, you set me in your righteousness' he set his heart on me (choice) so c'mon, how not to love him? :)
this is the best part, the one thing daily devo says 'Boaz favored Ruth from the moment he laid eyes on her' haha, so much relevance.
i know im on the right track. :D
and in isaiah it says, that his word will not return to him void but will accomplish what it has set out to achieve. and it says to expand our tents, lenghten our chords and strengthen our stakes (prepare to receive so much more) and lastly, to be established in righteousness and fear and oppression will be far from me.
oh man, i just love it :)
cooooooollllllll!
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