Thursday, April 26, 2012 @12:44 AM
I think this blog is effectively stale and gone. I do come once in awhile and look at what I've posted but it hasnt been often since I started journalling. Honestly, i think journalling is a lot more private than a blog and i'm truer to myself since nobody actually sees it. It's just between Jesus and I.
But right now I think I would want to revive this blog and start posting stuff, not too private for the people whom i care about to read. When (if) I go to the UK, I won't be having them by my side anymore but i want them to be part of my life nonetheless. So what else better but to have a blog where they can read stuff and still be involved in my life, though i hope the reverse can be true too..
Right now i'm pretty much in a dilemma about what to do, where to go. Daddy and Mommy accompanied me to the bank today to start a bank account in the UK which means that they are very much supportive of it. They have been lovely parents supporting me my whole life and never imposing their will on me. They have always supported all that i wanted to do to the best of their abilities, except wanting to quit school when i was younger. Thank God they never supported it cos right now i truly appreciate education and enjoy it.
So right now, Isaiah 30:21 is my verse of meditation: "I will hear a voice behind my ears saying this is the way in which i should go, whether to the right or to the left." I will probably make this more public when i finally leave.. so Jesus, give me an overwhelming conviction where to go and what to do. And i know that you will continue to provide and bless my family with finances and health. This is the portion of the new covenant believer. It is rightly ours.