i am currently watching the show flood on channel 5. oh man, it is so addictive, i mean it is scary but i just cant stop watching.. ahhh! i was supposed to be chinese compo but now i'm watching tv..sigh
I DONT EVER WANT FLOOD.!!
so many died in that show and i never ever want to die by drowning. i mean it's the worse way to die, you need to breathe but then you cant, but then you need to, but you just cant...
that's so miserable.
LOL
kay i'm going to watch my show again
oooh and north korea is going to war with south korea, but i thought they were already at peace with each other, but 50 years later they are fighting again. sigh. :/
i was just doing history notes on the korean war this afternoon
that's why psalm 91 is cool, makes me secure. haha
and love is important too! what a revelation huh? but i didnt get it today la. i got it yesterday at service :D:D
oh and service was AWESOME:D
this is taken like ages ago..but i took it from cheryl's blog! there's more but oh well, i'm too lazy to take all of it. HAHA
see michelle looks so cute! HAHA like mikki. the a math book abit anti-climax la
too small to be seen :/
i jumped the highest! does it mean i'm the tallest? LOL
i had this vision yesterday night! and i love it(:
bring it to pass daddy, by this year(:
i feel so blessed today, really. i had such a good time at lunch with kezia and michelle and lihuan! ((: just really laughed everything away..whatever i'm thinking of.
and today __ was telling me about her stuff and out of all, she told me. know that really makes me feel so good, like favored know
yeah and i had this really beautiful vision of myself yesterday night while listening to this is our God by hillsong. and i know it will come to pass coz my daddy's word is final! he says i'll reign
and church yesterday was really really GOOD. i have no doubts about that.
ss paper today? it was alright with anointing oil. hee
it's the sbq qns 1c, grrrr i couldnt interpret the source. i mean there's this graveyard at the back but i couldnt figure out if those were the graves of the people who died during the 911 attack or the people who died in the war on terror.. but anyway, gracegrace. (:
and venice, hahaha yay! all the facts just came to my head as i was writing. praise God la, so cool right?? before the exam i was just asking rayner why there isnt fact sheet this time when we really need it.. and i was kinda hoping for the best, expecting something good but the minute i sat down, i forgot most of it. but i was very very sure i was going to do the question on venice no matter what so i plunged straight into the qns when i saw it.
i want to do blogshoppin again.. but i need to save money.:( but it's for good cause, something that i'll never regret. kay i'll go maybe next month or something when it's the start of the month.
it's english exam tmr but oh whatever lah. there's nothing much to study for english other than reading through format. OH! i forgot to ask isaac kang how to score for summary. oh well, i'll ask my wisdom. hee
shidalakahlalalashikalasokahlabalashekeleamasohetalamahka!
i love you(:but you love me more than anything
there is a peace
there is a joy
that settles here
in your presence
when your face is very near
your love erases every fear
it's the power of your presence
it's the strength of your hand in mine
it's the glory of your greatness
that has the power to change my life/____
OVERFLOWING!!
I FEEL SO LOVED RIGHT NOWM AND HIS GRACE IS SOO SWEET! (:
praise and worship yesterday was AWESOME!
imagine having it on thebeach. whoo! it's beyond words and i felt touched over again. really something i was looking forward too. it was :D:D
my legs are so tired now from all the jumping but it was really stuffy in the middle so we went to the back.
i heard carnival was so much fun, tsk if i didnt have exams, i'll surely go, no doubt about that. but the blatant fact is when everybody is enjoying themselves, getting a break from school work, mine begins. :X
but everyday will get better and better i'm sure.
yesterday i was so worried about a few things. one of them is of course exams. i just couldnt memorize ss.. i never had this problem but yesterday i just couldnt. and my math is like spiral-ling down and i have no idea why.. my chem isnt scoring like it should and chinese o levels are coming again and i'm not nearly prepared and that is really bad..
and i just brought all these and some others which are way too personal and went and seriously, i felt relieved and peace.it was cool! we should have more of these. HAHA
i cant wait for the zone in july. i'll definitely go!
alright, i gtg now. (:
just finished my breakfast. and today will be ss study day!
i'm currently using daddy's new comp and i like it coz of the big screen, but he said that big screen heavier
i was like 'then give me lah!'
and then he said ' cannot, later jonathan also want how'
and then i said ' then buy another one for him and yourself lah'
and he gave me that -_- face. hahah! he knows me lah, i'm just kidding coz if i really want it i think i'll keep harping on it and pressursing them
hoho! i really mmust study today coz i'm going for play!'s p&w. i cant afford to slack today, serious
i finally finish the history notes( not my debt)
i think i'll just stay back after school to repay my debts, and there's still a pile of homework for me to clear, as well as tuition homework..grrr why must sec4 life be so hectic??
i really should have worked really hard in primary school and get into IP. i see david and abel like quite happy? idk but they dont seem like they have alot of hw or maybe they just do it behind closed doors lah! hahaha
okay this is my plan and i pray i dont procrastinate!
9-12 finish all sec4 ss topics and half of sec3's topics
12-12.30 break
12.30-2 do hist notes (my debt)
2-2.30 bio worksheet
2.30-4 rest of sec 3 syllabus
and it's like 9 plus already so i shall go
hee.. i feel so much better today. like alot
i went to church ytd and so many people can! uncle thiong hee went to queue at 4.30.
anw favor and grace, i had seats (: but gave it up in the end, but it's out of the overflowing so i'm happy to do it anw.
and i was refreshed, renewed, rejuvenated. haha the 3 Rs
and at school today,it was really better. omg i really have to start studying! i need the motivation, God help me !
almost went to army market today but it was closed so yeah, stayed at home instead..
i'm going tmr but maybe the one at yishun la but again, out of the overflowing so it isnt really a burden having to do it. but i'm happy doing it
teeehhhheeeezzz!
i've been summarizing the last chapter of hist textbook for 2 hours now but i'm not nearly done..
history can be mind-boggling but at the same time interesting, putting yourself in their shoes and making sense of what they did.
and we played this really ridiculous game during cf today. alright not really ridiculous but it was the impression all of us got at first when we saw the cd-rom. but after a while we just loved it, most of us played it twice. :D
i remember me turning to michelle and her turning to me before mrlau was talking and we both whispered almost at the same time 'propaganda'
haha! but it turned out to be not bad afterall. amazing huh?
and then we had really really short remedial lessons. whoo! this is how it should be like
God please pour out your grace on my o level chinese
and like what enjo said, my daddy's word is final
he says i'll be the head and not the tail and it shall be
i survived 2 tests today! whoo! and this is the best part. frankly speaking i cheated for my 2.4 but NO CONDEMNATION la. anyway, then mryeo said i failed. and i went to him and said
'mr yeo, i dont think i failed'
and he looked at me and said 'yes i dont think you failed too. what's your timing rachel?'
and i asked 'what is the passing mark?' and he looked at me!
i immediately replied 'i passed by the skin of my teeth. i think by a few seconds or something?'
and then he just gave me a passing time. WHOO!
I DONT HAVE TO RUN FOR MY 2.4 THIS YEAR! :D:D
this is favor man, seriously
but i really ran last the beginning of this term, twice somemore just that i prolly cheated or it wasnt recorded la, ahh i cant remember.
anyway idk why but there's this bit of envy inside me when i see so many people online. there werent there just 2 weeks back but now seems though everyone is. their mid-years are over! but me? no way, when all my tests finally end, prelims start..
i really dont know what's wrong with my school. our time practices started like one month back and prelims start next week and we still have lessons during the hols. dont they care if we're overstreched?
even christopher said that all the tests makes us feel so restless sometimes we dont even bother to study for it. how true. so many people share the same sentiments. they should do something about it! i hate this kinda schooling life. not that i hate tests or anything, but i dont like this feeling..
i'm going to church tmr regardless of how much hw i have. they aint gonna stop me!
going to take a sweet nap now. been really tired since yesterday..
this is when i rely on supernatural strength(:
i'm so tired. i want a break, a real break..
today wasnt really a great day for me.
i dont know what tmr holds
BUT i know who holds tmr! and it'll be good
sigh i just dont feel like doing anything. i just want to sleep for as long as i can, maybe forever? idk
dare yesterday was really good. pastor keith gave a really good illustration.
anyway, i really have nothing much to say other than i'm feeling very restless, not-in-the-study mood. that i really hate. LOL
i seriously dont like the way our school does things. i dislike having dont know how many tests a week. and prelim 1 is coming. it's feels like i havent taken a break and then i got to start my engines for this marathon.
THE DAY I ALMOST RAN OVER A DOG!
went out with shuqing, lihuan, michelle, cheryl, rachellee, giang hwee, malvina and peiling on monday for my long awaited birthday celebration with michelle and gianghwee. i had tuition before that so i ended up late. anyway it wasnt that late. HAHA
when i reached, cheryl told me 'michelle you dai gou' and i was like ' where?!'
and then i looked and saw mikki. yeah and then we went to the park, it was near empty! how amazing. it was supposed to be filled, i guess?
then this cherylphua and woelihuan came up with this banana-squash-cum-captain's-ball game. it's basically replacing the ball with a banana in a zip-lock bag. and we played. it was fun i must say.haha until the banana dripped out from the hole. it really dripped la! imagine how watery and squashed it must have been..
then this cherylphua wanted to change pants but too lazy to walk to the toilet. so we all took an umbrella and stood in a circle with her hiding inside to cover her. haha! and then it was hilarious! :D but censored!!
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hee and then shuqing's turn! haha it was so funny ! omg i dont know how to say it but i really LAUGHED OUT LOUD!
we went cycling and michelle and shuqing were supposed to cycle the double seater bike with mikke in the basket infront of the rider. but she couldn't start it so i saved the day! okay i'm just bragging, i didnt save the day.. i tried to. i cycled kay and mikki is a DOG right infront of me. whoo, i'm proud to say i could still cycle quite well despite the distraction. i couldnt keep my eyes of mikki because i was so scared it would lick me finger or something.but nevertheless, my journey was relaxed.
and then we went to the beach to camwhore. it began to rain, like why?!?!
and we had to rush back but the leash this time wasnt tight and while i was on the most perilous part of thejourney, mikki probably afriad made up his mind to leave me in the lurch and jump out of the bike -_-! and i screamed
i couldnt stop the bike, we were going downslope and it's a double-seater bike, it's heavier than the usual bike. i saw the bike run over mikki's paws but thank God he was okay.
i almost had a heart attack, serious. my heart was in my mouth. i was so scared i had crippled mikki. Praise God he's fine, serious.
and at that time, it started pouring.. how sweet :X
so we cycled back to the kiosk and i held the leash tighter than ever and this mikki tried to jump out again but because the leash was so tight, it was hanging out of the basket. and then i started screaming again and stopped thebike and asked shuqing to grab him. HAHA and she was also afraid so she ended up almost scratching him and at that time, the hero came!
it was malvina(: she took mikki out and walked him back
HA HA i was so relieved. someone had tried to commit suicide right infront of my eye thrice that day. and then dinner and the bus ride was really whoo! really got together and talked and we talked so much (:
alright, though scary but it was FUN! we havent had time out together in such a long time. and these are the people that i have walked with so closely since sec 1, i'll miss them really. haha i'll upload pictures another time.
i LOVE:
michellekwok
cherylphua
rachellee
ongshuqing
woelihuan
tangianghwee
liangpeiling
AND
malvinagoh
:D:D
dare last week was AWEEESSSSOOOMMEEE. p&w was 1.5 hours i think?
idk but i was so tired after that.
and anyway went for grandma's birthday cum mother's day dinner. and mummy said to come down in 10 mins, and before 10 mins she was already there. and she called and yelled at me..grrr. i wasnt late ehh
but anyway so filled with joy it didnt bother me
and then sunday! studied at subway. it was kinda fun because of the talking? and during service, it wasnt pastor.p :X i mean it was him, just on dvd not live. but it was the 'now' word la. (:
and this week? was okay, so much favor with teachers. omg i just dont know how to explain it but it's really favor from above (:
but i felt quite ... on thurs but after talking to coach i really really felt much better. i really didnt understand at first, i just felt bad about it even though i know it's not my fault at all. and i dont have to feel condemned, i'm redeemed from it, completely! yeah and talking to coach just helped me to look at it very differently
and the long weekend? one day's gone already but there's two more. bbq on monday! cheryl phua and ong shu qing lah, make me feel so excited for it already.
but i love you girls (:
kay i seriously dont know what else to say, so bye