Thursday, May 20, 2010 @10:36 PM
FATIGUE..TIREDNESS
I'm doing my gp essay right now and i feel the fatigue that has been accumulated for some time. it's not the studying only, the cca, the expectations that i have laid for myself.. the frustration that i'm not on the task :(
it's tiring to play mind games, to be insecure. Jesus, i need to feel you afresh, i need to feel that palpable and tangible presence once more. i seriously cannot wait for camp. i know you are right here with me but why am i so unconscious of it?
but jesus, in my weakness, you are my strength! you have something amazing in stored for me, i know that. i know you hold my future. thankyou that a bruised reed you will not cast aside. thankyou that when i'm not fruitful, you lift me up even though i don't feel like i'm riding on the clouds, but i believe that you are carrying me when i'm most unaware. thankyou that you give me strength, extra grace and favor that only you can give :)
Jesus Jesus, amen :)
Friday, May 14, 2010 @11:47 PM
JESUS I NEED YOU SO MUCH MORE NOW..
insecurities weren't meant to be part of my life! favor and blessings are!
psalm 23
' favor and love will HUNT ME DOWN ALL the days of my life. and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.'
amen :)
bless me beyond my circumstances, more than i can even think or imagine. i want to fear and tremble at your goodness in my life. amen